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The last week has been really intense for me. I went from having a near professional and creative breakdown to taking on both in appearance and feeling, of normalcy. I was overwhelmed by this performance art piece I saw. I felt insignificant/lazy and totally awed and inspired at the same time. I felt total loneliness in my gender, sexuality and lack of relationship as well as hope for the medium of art, photography and communication.
Earlier in the week I took pictures at a rally I didn't really want to attend. They weren't printed on posted for any newspaper. (making me more annoyed and glad that I didn't bend over backwards for the DePaulia.)
I also currently have two pieces in a show and am preparing for a show. This along with the preparation for graduation is highlighting my disconnect from the events in my life. These things that should excite of frighten me... don't